Initial Thoughts in the Wake of General Conference
From Rev. Eric Folkerth
(This is an edited version of comments
delivered at Northaven Church, Sunday, May 4 2008, in the wake of the United
Methodist General Conference. Listen to the commentary here
)Initial Thoughts
in the Wake of General ConferenceI
have never been in an earthquake. But I have heard those who have describe it as
an unsettling event that rattles your knees, makes you queasy, and leaves you
with the sense that the ground has be pulled out from under you. For many who
participated in General Conference, this is exactly how we feel this
morning.There are many ways to measure
success or failure at General Conference. But there is only ONE way that changes
things for all of the United Methodists: changes to our Book of Discipline. And
on that baseline metric, the truth is that our denomination took a step
backwards this week in inclusion of gay and lesbian persons.
I say this because of the defeat of two
proposals that seemed to have broad initially support. The first was a
re-writing of what is known was Paragraph 161G, or the paragraph in the Social
Principles that deals with human sexuality. This re-writing was somewhat
unexpected. You may remember that this is the statement which includes the
infamous “incompatibility
clause.”The committee responsible
for this section of the Discipline voted out new language that eliminated that
clause completely. Here’s is a snippet of that
language:“We believe
that the Spirit has brought our collective conscience to acknowledge this
mystery more honestly, and to make our claims with greater humility before God
and our neighbors. We therefore ask the Church, United Methodist and others, and
the world, to refrain from judgment regarding homosexual persons and practices
until the Spirit leads us to new insight. In the meantime, let us seek to
welcome, know, forgive, and love one another as Christ has accepted us, that God
may be glorified through everything in our
lives.”Let me say, as an
aside, several of our delegates from the North Texas Conference played a crucial
committee role in crafting this language, including a conservative delegate who
confided in me that “our current language is not working...we need to try
something new.”Many people seemed to
believe this. It took a great deal of "holy conferencing" to craft this "third
way" language.But, on the floor --before
the entire General Conference-- this legislation was defeated, in favor of the
“minority report.” Even more stunning that the defeat of that
sensitive and profound majority report, is the fact that the minority report is
actually a less helpful statement than what we had previously.
This is the main sense in which we have taken a step backwards. This
regressive minority report was approved by a vote of 55-45, or a margin of 84
votes out of 998 total. On the other
great matter, legislation to overturn Decision 1032, the situation is
also disappointing. The Conference basically rejected both the
minority report and the majority committee reports on this matter; effectively
leaving Decision 1032 in place. The majority report, which would have clearly
repudiated Decision 1032, failed by a scant 6 vote swing: six votes out of 998
voters!!! This one, on the heels of the first loss, and considering the close
margin, was very hard to take.There were
several major victories, however. A new, more moderate Judicial Council was
elected, which seems to have broad support from many. There is a new definition
of “family” as being “two parents,” and not just
“mother and father.” Actions against a transgendered clergyperson
were completely dropped, leaving him appointed in good standing. There is a new,
strongly worded statement condemning
homophobia.Finally, there is a
Constitutional Amendment which would have the affect of repealing Decision 1032,
if ratified by 2/3rds of all Annual Conferences over the next year. Let me read
a part of that ammendment
briefly:“All persons who
seek relationship in Jesus Christ shall be eligible to attend its worship
services, participate in its programs, receive the sacraments, upon baptism be
admitted as baptized members, and upon taking vows declaring the Christian
faith, become professing members in any local church in the
connection.”I can’t
explaining to you why this Constitution Amendment would pass, and the
petition to overturn 1032 would fail. It makes no logical sense on the face of
it. But there it is. But I can also not
speak with assurance that it will pass 2/3rds of each Annual Conference. I say
this because of my own personal, major learning from this Conference. It is a
learning that will come to shape my thinking about our denomination for a long
time to come: International
delegates --now more than one-quarter of all voting delegates-- are in a clear
alliance with the most conservative elements of the American United Methodist
Church.We
have feared this for years. You may recall that I mentioned this issue last
week. But it is now a crystal-clear truth to all of us. This is a development
that should be a concern for everyone in United Methodism. Friends, as
some of us heard in speeches from the floor from some of these international
delegates, they are far more conservative than even the average American
conservatives, on a wide range of social
issues.This first truth reveals another
truth that we learned clearly at this General Conference and that, in our
confusion and hurt, we should not
miss:The
hearts of American United Methodist delegates have been converted on GLBT
issues.I
truly believe that. But it is not simply a faith statement to say such things.
It’s easily provable, simply by analyzing the vote, and knowing what we
know about the international vote. If you factor out the international
votes, both the issues I mentioned would above have passed, and
one (repudiating Decision 1032) would have passed overwhelmingly. There can be
no denying this. (In fact, a well-placed person in the North Texas Conference
believes the issues would have gone our way, even with “mix” of
delegates from four years
ago!)But the voice of the
American Church was thwarted by the alliance between conservative American
delegates and international
delegates.And
this makes the issue of restructuring an even more pressing concern than
ever.If we cannot restructure
to allow regional autonomy to every part of our global church, then we literally
risk losing the moral voice of the American United Methodist Church, not just on
GLBT issues, but on a wide range of crucial social
issues.This will be a pressing
concern for the general church in these next four
years.-------------------------------------But
friends, all of what I have just said is far removed from how we are feeling
this day. As your pastor, I want to address that the most. First, I want to
thank the many people from Northaven who made their witness at General
Conference...Those who served on the
Reconciling Initiatives Committee for more than a year ahead of
conference...Those who attended the
Reconciling Worship, as our Youth Group and forty other members
did...Those who sat in the gallery each day
during plenary...Those who served as an
official observers of legislative
committees...Those who participated in the
non-violent protest on Thursday morning, or attending the wedding of Sue Laurie
and Julie Bruno on Friday.Whatever your
role, you each made a powerful witness. Every single day, somebody from
the Reconciling Movement came up and said to me
“Wow...you Northaven people are
everywhere!”I am deeply
honored and moved by your commitment, and your witness to
faith.But while we are grateful for our
particular “haven” here at Northaven and Preston --and while
technically nothing about how we do ministry here has changed-- I think I can
speak for many of us when I say that this morning it does not feel like
enough.Despite the fact that our
“haven” remains unmoved, our denomination has. It has moved in ways
that are deeply hurtful. And such hurtful conduct is not easily overcome by the
fact that we have this faith community here. In fact, it makes our compassion
for GLBT persons who are excluded in other parts of the country all the more
deep and painful.Our Reconciling
Initiatives Committee constantly reminded us that this struggle is not a sprint,
but a marathon. I will note that it was perhaps easier to say this a week ago
than it is this morning. Perhaps it feels like we have hit the dreaded 18-mile
“wall.” Perhaps we are questioning how we go forward....either as a
church, or as individuals. I want you to know that I understand
that.My hope is that, despite our anger,
pain, and hurt at the United Methodist Church, we might still find
“haven” among this community and each other and see our continuing
witness as important.In the coming weeks
and months, my pastoral hope is that whatever our individual decisions will be
on how we feel about Northaven or the UMC, we can lean on each other, as we have
in the past.Northaven Church
proves the truth that we are stronger together than we are
divided.And I hope we can cling
to that truth.Perhaps we do not feel as if we
have the strength to go on. At this exact moment, I cannot argue with such
feelings, although I suppose my sincere hope is that we find a way to move
forward together. Maybe it is time for edgier non-violent actions of some kind
that make a statement to the greater church. I have heard several suggest this
in the past few days. If so, let us have that conversation together, and hope
that we can move forward with a unified
witness.Our witness has changed
lives in the past....it clearly did change lives at this General
Conference. And I believe it will continue to change lives in the future.
Whatever your feelings about the United
Methodist Church, I hope you can allow this faith community to be your
haven, and I hope we can spend some time considering what our next steps, as a
faith community, might be. Many of you
remember Alicia Dean, a faithful member of our staff for many years. Alicia and
I have been emailing this week, and she sent me this beautiful prayer, which
I’d like use to close out these initial comments. close these initial
comments. There will be more to say about what Northaven does next as a church.
There will be more to say about the issue of restructuring, and how we might
protest what has happened at this
conference.But this morning, let us end
by praying this
prayer:O God of
unfathomable depths and mysterious ways, when we think about it, there is really
so little that we understand. Whether it’s a storm that passes one house
and destroys another, a war that seemingly has no end, or a church that
sanctions exclusion, we are left shaking our heads and wondering what it all
means. Wondering how we can possibly find you in the midst of the mess. How
long must we wander in this wilderness, O God? How long must we ask to serve
you and be told NO? God who moved over the face of the waters and who hovers
still over the chaos of our lives, we are weary of the noise. We are tired of
the cacophony of rattling sabers, the endless distractions that shift our gaze
to lines drawn in the sand, to distinctions of mine and yours, and to legal
language of right and wrong instead of words of love and grace and justice and
mercy. God who breathed life into fashioned clay, breathe into us now that we
may be formed into your people once again. Quiet the storm within our
denomination that the wave of your grace may roll over us. Heal us and all
those who suffer from oppressive measures that we may find hope in this despair,
pride in the shame of it all, courage in our fear, and resolution in defeat.
Shift our eyes from a downward glance to stars outshining the darkest nights.
Let us find water in the rock and life in dry bones. Raise us once more to new
life and make of us something strong and full of grace. Free within us the
courage to be vulnerable enough to offer a hand to clasp. Heal us that we may
be bread to eat, wine to share, and mortal fools for your kin-dom. Fill us
that we might be bold enough to take a stand, or speak a word, or shed a tear,
or to make again the decision to follow you and, in so doing, that we will, by
grace, come to life abundant and come to dare, and come to hope and love your
future in.
Amen.
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